This is Blog life

Blogging is something that I'm split on. I like it at times because I can share things that I'm thinking of, or captured in the moment. I'm against it at times because it's a pain in the a**. 

 I like sharing certain things on this blog because it's like a space where I can just rant about my problems to strangers who I don't give an F if they have negative thoughts toward this post. If you don't like it than get off my blog. Sometimes I want to write about certain things just to see what some people think. Or blog about a special someone, to express how I feel about that person. I also like sharing some experiences that could one day people could relate too. To come to me for advice. 

   One of the reasons why it's a pain in my, and il use the correct "school term" when I say backside, is because  I forget about it sometimes. Like it's probably the last thing I would think about in my day. I never wake up and say oh sh*t I have to blog today. I feel like no one does. As cool of an idea this is for an English class, I just don't like it sometimes. It's a lot better than reading some lame book, or doing papers over ridiculous subjects that my teacher would force me to do. No offense Mrs. Mo, your papers we do are great. It's just nice to free write for a change. Get stuff off of my mind, let it all out in a sense. 

   Blogging in a nut shell, is something you could go with either way. You can either like blogging, or you can hate it. I don't mind it at times but it's not my top priority. But one thing for sure is This is Blog Life.

A journey called Life

It's amazing how fast time flies. It feels like yesterday I was playing in my sandbox in eddington at the age of 4. Now I'm sitting here in my period eight class, junior year at 17 years old. I'm currently in a relationship that has been going since February 15th of last year. I have come a long ways. 

 When I was between the ages of four and six , my father had me racing four wheelers. To be honest I had a lot of fun doing it , and I wish I stayed with it. I have trophies from then, that I now look back on and just remember all the fun I had. I wasn't the best at it, I often flipped my wheeler on my sandbox, at the track and was a constant third place finish. It was probably 3rd out of 3 but oh well. Like I said I have trophies and the highest I ever placed was 2nd. I flippedy wheeler one time really bad, and I never went back to racing. I really wish I stayed with it now. 

    One moment in my life that stand out to me, is eighth grade summer. My friends and I were riding bikes with one kid, and he was crossing the road and was struck and killed by a pickup. This moment in my life sticks out because we were picking on him. I will not get into details. I am very sensitive when it comes to this subject, and I don't want to be judged for the person I was in the past. I have come a long ways since that day . I don't pick on people with disabilities like I did back then. All I will say is that I wish it didn't take such a tragedy to change the person I was. 

  I don't like to think abouty past all to much, looking back on it, knowing how bad of a person I believe I was. I have come a long ways. I have kicked so seriously bad habits, changed the way I treated people, and just overall changed. I can honestly thank my beautiful girlfriend for this. She pointed out my flaws or bad habits that I really needed to change if I wanted to improve my life and become a better person. She has helped me with becoming more dedicated to my studies . My grades have drastically improved since I've been dating her. It's like she challenges me. She inspires me every day and I can never thank her enough. 

 It's really crazy how far I have come in my life. The experiences, the changes I've made , the things that are to come. I'm just starting my journey and so far I'm on the right path. This is my journey called life . 

More than just special <3

There is this girl who loves me for who I am. Who accepts my flaws and embraces my good qualities as a person. She let's go of my past and looks forward to my future knowing she will be a part of it. She puts up with me everyday, I will give her credit. I'm not very easy to be with and she does the best job anyone could. 

 This girl right here puts a smile on my face everyday. She could be doing something so simple as just smile her self and it will make me smile. When she's happy I'm happy. She is the most beautiful person I have ever met inside and out. She could wear her hair in anyway with any clothing she has, and I will still love her just the same and think she is the most beautiful person I've met. I go out of my way everyday to stop her with what ever she's doing, and let her know she's beautiful! 

 No matter how much she teases me, tries to get me all fired up , I can just look at her and tell her I love her. I can be my complete self around her. A side of me that no one ever sees unless I really really like you. A side of me that a lot of you would most likely judge me upon seeing it. This is a side of me that I'm only comfterable showing her, knowing at the end of the day she loves me for who I truly am. I'm probably the weirdest person you will ever meet if you're fotunate to see this side. This girl right here sees that side everyday and manages to still say "I love you" 

 Our relationship may not be the most perfect relationship, not perfect at all. We fight at times, and get. Angry with eachother. But we know at the end of the day we love eachother and we will do anything to be with one another. If you're telling me that your relationship with your partner is perfect and you don't fight, you're LYING. Every relationship has it's problems here and there, it's the strong ones, and the ones that are meant to be that get through everything. 

     

    Our relationship may not be picture perfect, but these pictures are perfec because of this perfect girl. I love her very much, and she loves me for the person I really am. And that's why she's more than just special <3

   

Mr Bucksport experience

Saturday March 15 2014 is a night I will never forget. A night filled with great experiences, many laughs, and great memories. It was certainly a night to remember.

 That feeling of knowing you are making hundreds of people laugh with some video you made to make your self look ridiculous. And having that spot light on just you is a feeling that will never fade. One thing from my enterance I will never forget is the look Mr. Jones gave me after reading off I chose his wife for my dream date. It was hilarious, and know I have the feeling he won't forget it either.

    My dance routine was something my mother will never let me forget. Even though it was my worse part of my entire mr.  Bucksport, it was a blast. Wearing my mothers bikini bottom shorts that just managed to cover like half my thigh, not even, was a sight to see. Not to mention the headband, the neon tanktop and my socks that practically came to my knees was the icing on the cake. As if my outfit was not funny enough, dancing to Beyonces single ladies, sir mixalots  big butts, vinilla ice's ice ice baby, and finally LMFAO's I'm sexy and I know it, was a blast. Even though I didn't do much for moves, because I'm not much of a dancer, I still had fun!

 Up next was my sports wear. This one and my talent portion , that I will get to later, were my favorite skits. I could not have asked for a better introductory from Ryker. Walking towards the stage to "Here comes the boom" was adding to the suspense of what was to be my sport skit. When I got to the stage and I had my " coach " pat me down for anything dangerous or just for show I then purposely struggled to get my sleeveless sweatshirt to add a comical kick to it. I then sat down and revealed it was a chess match. I was playing against Justin Burgess who was dressed as a nerd and it was by far the funniest sport skit I have performed. I finally beat him in the end and out of no where he surprised my the nasal spray and what was planned the flip of the board sending the pieces flying. Up to this point it was my best skit. 

  My talent was my absolute favorite to do only because I did Lunch lady land and did the dance. It was by far the most fun I had all night. Watching the video later that night which I will bring into class, and hearing all the laughs I provided by doing what I do best, which is making a fool of my self, was a great feeling. I have never had so much fun with a skit ever before. I had everything from the dress , to the apron, to the knee highs, shoes, glasses, and hair net, It was a solid costume. I never danced so good in my life. Not only that but it was the high point of my performance all night. Dancing on the stage and then going to the isle and back to the stage put a good twist on it. It was such a fun skit overall and I look forward to presenting the video to my class on Monday. 

  My questions in the end were a great deal of fun and I did my best to answer them completely. I will not include them into my blog, but to those who will watch my video will see them. I had so much fun even though I did not get the results in the end I wanted. I am just glad I get to do it again next year and make it another night to remember!

  

Working time

You know one of my favorite quotes is "hard work beats talent when talent  work hard". This quote speaks to me so much. I know I don't have the most talent in world when it comes to anything at all but I work hard to make improvements in anything I do. I have been saying this quote in my mind for a while now just reminding myself everyday that this off season is something to take advantage of, not waste. 

 

 After losing heart breakers in both baseball and football to end both seasons, I've been working hard to make improvements, getting stronger, and just overall getting better. I look forward to put my results to the test. I know I'm not the biggest kid that's ever set foot in here or strongest to play each sport. But to me, my hard work  will pay off and show in these upcoming sport seasons. I work hard to improve my self not just as capabilities with sports but as the person I am. Being in the weight room and making strides means so much to me. I want to prove to a lot of people that I will do great in baseball after such a great season last year and in football filling big roles. I not only want to prove those people but more importantly I want to prove to myself that I am capable of doing it.

  I have been able to lift more than I ever have before and I just want to keep it going. I'm not the biggest of guys I am 5 foot 9 and I only weigh about 155 pounds. But these new personal records are what keep more excited about the sport season than anything. I hear people saying that next year is not going to be the same because we don't have those certain people coming back.im just so damn tired of hearing that and that we won't have that much talent.  I personally believe Weill do just fine. 

   We have guys in the weight room working their asses off and lifting. We will be good, we will win games. We may not have as much talent coming back this next year, but our hard work that we are putting in now will show. We will do just fine without the peoe from last year. We will see just how " Hard work beats talent, when talent doesn't work hard" 

Can't wait!!

Baseball is my life. I just can't wait to get back out there and continue my high school career! Baseball is my passion in life. Every minute of every hour of every practice I look to get better and improve my skill level. I always have fun out there on the field. There's not a second that goes by that I don't have fun in baseball. As much as I hate losing, it's part of the game and I have to live with it. Losing in the eastern Maine game last year really sucked and really hurt a lot. But after a year of recovering, and strengthening I'm ready to get back out  there. I love the game of baseball and I always will! 

   High school will always be remembered by the memories I have in baseball. From my teammates to my achievements in the game, I will forever love the game. One day I hope to play in college and make even more memories. I have been talking to a representative from Thomas college and I hope to play there. If I can play baseball in college it will be a win for me. If I can't play in college I will find some way to stay attached to the game. I would love to coach kids one day and manage a team of my own. Baseball will always provide me with life opportunities. I love the game with everything I got and just can't wait for the season to start!!! Baseball is my religion!!